What's in a name?

Chloe
Greek meaning:  Green shoot. Fresh blooming.
Borne by Demeter, Greek goddess of agriculture.

I asked my mother why she named me Chloe, and she told me it was because that is the name of her favorite perfume, and it is also a name found in the bible - a definite box on her checklist for her children's names.  Personally, I do not believe that I am characterized by the various meanings of my name.  However, I do believe that my name has shaped who I am just based on what people call me. Whether they call me "Chloe", "Chlo", "Chlo-bot" or anything else, my own view of my name is the only thing that I believe effects me.  What's in my name to me?  I think my name has a fun, bubbly characteristic which I also think reflects my personality.  Perhaps if I had a different name, I would have a different personality.  I also see my name as somewhat unique, which makes me feel special and individual.  Do I think perfume or agriculture have any significant meaning in my life? No.  But what others may correlate with my name might effect how they view me.

I am constantly a part of two.  I am myself, yet I am also a part of various groups such as Millbrook High School, the IB program, eNeRGy gymnastics team, Grace Youth Ministy, etc.  One that I would focus on that poses a dilemma is being myself while also being a part of the IB program.  I feel like when people think of IB kids, they see nerdy, slightly arrogant students.  I do not believe this is true about myself or any other IB candidates at Millbrook.  Despite my view, others may still have their prejudices.  People will constantly say "Oh, you're in IB?" in a negative tone of voice because they think that means something completely different than simply being in the IB program.  I really don't like when people characterize me in that way, and it gives me compassion to those who are characterized by things in their lives.  I want to be thought of as an individual, not as part of a larger group.  While I am an IB candidate, I am also Chloe.  Green shoot.  Fresh blooming. :)